I can’t ever decide!
Between your shy smile and your bright stare
burning massive hole in my heart
I am left weak, anyway
Maybe it’s the way you act
like you couldn’t bare to feel our bodies touch
But in the dark, you let our fingers brush
How we would whirl to a sad song
Perhaps, i held you too tightly
Perhaps you drew air lightly
did it not feel right?
You say it didn’t hurt
My fingers follow the rain
moving effortless down my window pane
or where those your tears?
I know it broke your heart
It’s the way everything about you
is swirls of sky, and rivers, and forest
And i dizzily come apart in your arms
It’s how you’d whisper, “I love you.”
or where those goodbye?
With you, I never really know!